I bought a bunch of great vitamins today, most of which are mood enhancing/stress relieving, so hopefully I'll be feeling a bit more relaxed soon. I am consumed with my Benjamin project. Also, I'm stuck between really loving it, and really wanting it to be over.
A little Kerouac before bed:
He is your friend, let him dream;
He's not your brother he's not your father,
He's not St. Michael he's a guy
He's married, he works, go on sleeping
On the other side of the world,
Go thinking in the Great European Night
I'm explaining him to you my way not yours,
Child, dog, --listen: go find your soul,
Go smell the wind, go far
Life is a pity. Close the book, go on,
Write no more on the wall, on the moon,
At the Dog's, in the sea in the snowing bottom.
Go find God in the nights, the clouds too.
When can it stop this big circle at the skull
oh Neal; there are men, things outside to do.
Great huge tombs of Activity
in the desert of Africa of the heart,
The black angels, the women in bed
with their beautiful arms open for you
in their youth, some tenderness
begging in the same shroud
The big clouds of new continents,
O foot tired in climes so mysterious
Don't go down the other side for nothing.
